Saturday, July 16, 2005
guess wat?...I quitted my part time job.I just wasnt able to cope well wif both studies and work, esp with all e individual assignments and projects coming up.The deadlines for these arent dat far too...I feel tired each time i come back from work, not becoz of e work, but becoz i had to rise early for work actually...so i end up not revising or preparing for class.I went to class w/o reading the textbk first and i felt really helpless in class...the thing is, You've gotta be really prepared for each lesson if not u will literally be drowning in class (drowning in ur own sweat)...especially COMMERCIAL LAW lessons!It doesnt really help much too wif a psychotic looking & behaving lecturer from RMIT uni in australia for com law.The accent is totally fine with me coz i can still understand wat he is tryign to put across, but...literally, NO ONE is supposed to speak or even 'whisper' in dat sense when he is toking.you cant even refer or clarify matters with ur neighbour when you have doubts.all questions or conversations r to go through him. (so its like he is acting as our mouths)this really isnt helpful when e subject is a naturally quite dry subject.Thankfully he is leaving for australia already, so hopefully e local lecturer would be better.*crosses fingers*i m not done yet.I have got a weird lady as my lecturer for MOR too...who has got marketaccesspatricia@.... for an e-mail add.who speaks in a funny slang & we cant even guess where she is from.she sounds like a korean, a japaneses, a little bit of an australian, an indonesian, & e list goes on..she can go be 'Miss Multi-national'...BUT...at least i have got a motherly lecturer for Marketing Principles and a very very humourous lecturer for OE who makes e lesson so lively each time...Haiz...I have no idea why,but i seem to be going thru depression these few days.and i get so stressed up easily.I feel there's alot of things on my schedule dats needs to be done & i have not done them yet,and i really feel like pulling all my hair out each time.I just feel very useless, useless indeed. period.
Let me run free & wild,♥
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