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Monday, May 07, 2007

I seriously thought everything between us was settled and back on track, but it does not seem to be the case.

I didnt realise i was actually feeling down recently till:
1)someone asked me over msn if i was alright during our conversation
2)when meiqi said i lacked the 'genki-ness' in me when we met up that day

now that i recall, i think they were right.
something seems missing in me.
i dun feel my usual self.

I am not happy. I either do not know how to express my feelings or i just do not know how to hide them well. Or lets just say i am wallowing in self-pity. Or probably i haven learnt to let go. If i did i may not be so miserable after all. Or maybe it was the stress from the money problems that made me more miserable.

Too many 'or-s', i am not sure which myself...

but there is one certain person who manages to calm my uptight-ness. when i saw that picture i suddenly had this calm feeling and for that split second my unhappiness just vanished.

i am not crapping.

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the calming effect...


Let me run free & wild,♥
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