when i meant heaps of books, i really meant heaps of books together with messy tables
this is so out-of-point, but anyway, ya...my stress-o-meter is hitting its ultimate high
each time i take a look at my organiser,
the red light indicator never fails to light up
I am doing my WER assignment with the music in my windows player playing in the background and it really amazes me how i manage to type and yet 'reflect' at the same time, reflecting on wat happened last nite, the week before and even how i've changed over the years!
its not that i'm oblivious to the changes, its just that it hit me hard how my personality/ temper has changed. Or was i aware of it all this while just that i refuse to let it register in my mind?
we usually tend to site other people or factors as the cause of change or when things happen, but very often the problem lies with oneself. But its just 'human' or the natural reaction coz we cant accept the fact.
as i was 'reflecting' this song was playing and it very much describes wats going thru my mind:
Sometimes Love Just Ain't EnoughI don't wanna to lose you
I don't wanna use you
Just to have somebody by my side.
And I don't wanna hate you,
I don't wanna take you
but I don't wanna be the one to cry.
That don't really matter to anyone anymore.
But like a fool I keep losing my place
And I keep seeing you walk through that door.
But there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust.
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just aint enough.Now, I could never change you
I don't wanna blame you.
Baby, you don't have to take the fall.
Yes, I may have hurt you, But I did not desert you.
Maybe I just want to have it all.
It makes a sound like thunder
it makes me feel like rain.
And like a fool who will never see the truth,
I keep thinking something's gonna change.But there's a danger in loving somebody too much,And it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust.There's a reason why people don't stay where they are.Baby, sometimes, love just aint enough.
And there's no way home
When it's late at night and you're all alone.
Are there things that you wanted to say
do you feel me beside you in your bed,
there beside you, where I used to layAnd there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
And it's sad when you know it's your heart they can't touch.
There's a reason why people don't stay who they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just ain't enough.Baby, sometimes, love... it just ain't enough.
oh ya another digression, i'm kinda beginning to enjoy the song "4 in the morning" by Gwen Stefani after repeating it umpteen times on the player. Chin Ee 'intro-ed' this song to me, thx man =)
