its the first time ever i spoke to my sis about my relationship problems.
sis: if he wants to salvage it, he would have done something about it,
短痛不如长痛,
getting hurt is the unavoidable process for both parties
she says i'm not facing the problem, i'm just running away from it. which is true.
let me keep running for now till i'm ready enough to face it.
like what mq says, 'we have to learn to be selfish for our own good', but how to? I still cant bring myself to do it.
i'm beginning to develop a hatred for the piercingly quiet nights.
thoughts and feelings which i have fought so hard to suppress during the day starts creeping into my already tired state of mind.