hey! Mq found the term for me.
it's
agoraphobia “intense fear of a specific place or situation, and the person can become so tense that they have to leave immediately”
Anyway...
i had an uber great day yest!
a day well spent indeed and plentiful of wonderful memories created in the process.
when i look back in the future its these beautiful memories i see.
just you and me =)
imy