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Wednesday, July 30, 2008

Indescribable feelings

had a chat with baby's mum and it really did set me thinking and it just got me so depressed.

what is it i really want?
what is it i really need?
if i made a decision i have to be firm and not give in easily

so much to say, yet nothing to say
so much in me yet i'm afraid to let it out
so much to accomplish yet incapable to do so

i do not know how to live the way you do
its difficult
we were brought up differently
do i really wanna lead this kind of life in the future?
i really do not want to...
is the future really not worth some of your sacrifice for now?


when will the wake-up call come?
when will 'others' start coming into the picture instead of thinking bout yourself and yourself?


i'm afraid i'm walking in the wrong direction
so afraid...

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wanna post yest's pics but i think i gonna fall sick soon
my body's starting to ache again
feeling feverish...
gonna pop the pills and go to bed now

will upload again when i have the chance.








silenttears


Let me run free & wild,♥
10:08 PM